madison, cd's, and a girlfriend...?!?

yeah, that's what's up.

it's astonishing what can change in mere days,

how one line of thought turns to another

and you end up on a completely different path than what you set out on.



how the eff did that all happen?

i'm not sure, but it did.

...and the cd's are great too.

in your hands

the ball is in your hands now,

i'm going to stop pretending i have control over what happens

it's your game now, you decide what happens. 

but this doesn't mean i don't want to play too.

let's just skip today

and not let it happen. move on, nothing to see here.

perhaps tomorrow will be better....

if not, let's just skip that one too.

fuckitty fuck!

good friends

are hard to find, harder to lose

but next to impossible to forget. 

"annie said i think i'll pass away tonight, cause it seems i'll never get it right.

it's just me, it's just me, annie says.

and when you wake up, everything is gonna be fine.

i guarantee that you'll wake up in a better place and a better time.

she said forget me, just forget me, but i can't." 

-streetlight manifesto. 

-a better place, a better time. 

i can't forget you, no matter what i write. 

a little loopy

4 hours isn't enough

why can't i sleep past 8:30 in the am?

la lala lala la la fuck.

teach me how to sleep. 

please.

i don't have email!!!!

aaarrrrggghhh!!!!!

this is sort of pathetic how often i feel the need to check it, my email that is.

and now it's not working... and i need to check it!!

aaarrrrggggghhhh!!!!!

hells yeah!!

i'm going to greece.... 

not really sure it's settled into my bones yet, but hot damn! i'm going to greece!!

i can't sit still... hell, i can't even think

i'm going to greece!

adi